I don't really know where to start. DH has been grumpy and unreasonable of late. I know he is stressed about the business and money.
Things have been fairly strained the last few weeks. One minute he is happy, the next he is angry. I feel like I'm walking on egg shells a lot lately.
Anyway, he's just told me he thinks our issues (my issues apparently) may be beyond fixable. In his perspective I am being cold and distant when in fact I'm just trying to avoid setting him off.
It is not a nice environment but for the most part the boys (4 & nearly 2) have been shielded from it.
I don't believe our marriage is over - it is not beyond repair but I don't know if DH is on board with this.
I love him & our family and would hate for our family unit to be broken.
I need to be practical though. If worst comes to worst I would be in a bit of a pickle.
My family is all interstate. I have friends here but none suitable to stay with. I wouldnt afford the rent on my own so would need to move, however, 2 of DHs grown children live with us also. TBH I suspect DSD (age 18) may prefer to stick with me.
I just don't know what to do.
I hope this can be resolved. I'm just so sad.