Only natural to feel that way Rainbow. You'll be fine. Yep I was the same except I went on day 4. The hospital were giving me fybogel but didn't really help. I was petrified of going but it wasn't that bad. Enjoy a peaceful dinner while you can.
Bond sorry its tough going for you at the moment. I hope Meadow gets into a routine soon and you can rest when she's napping
Smurfy it's hard when they refuse sleep. We're allowed to have days where it all feels too hard.
AFM I've got a stupid cold which has knocked me about. Hoping Ava doesn't get it. DH made me chicken soup and sent me to bed early. He'll wake me to feed at 10:30pm. Best I get some rest then