I'm currently half way through studying cert 3 in Aged Care, I'm loving the theory, but I've recently started the low and high care placement and I really don't like it I want to drop out because if I complete it then I'm not eligible for government funding for another cert 3 (if) I choose to do so.
I'm only doing the Aged Care certificate to help me get into nursing next year but I'm starting to think, if I'm not enjoying this work then what if I won't enjoy nursing? I'm so upset with myself that I'm feeling this way about it. I haven't finished anything since finishing High School & I really wanted to be proud of myself by completing something. I was really enjoying the course till now & I still want to do nursing but I'm worried there's no chance that I'll get in if I don't have the relevant study/work experience to help me get in?
Should I still try and apply for nursing even though I'm not enjoying the PCA work, or should I forget about it and go back to doing admin full time? (which I was doing since high school until I had DS).
I know I should just finish the course, but I really can't bring myself to doing it if I'm really not enjoying it. What do you think I should do/my best option is?