I am so torn apart that i don't even have the ability to write in detail the full story of my loss. I found out 1 week ago today that my baby girl's heart had stopped beating. I was 26 weeks pregnant. I delivered her on Saturday, 14th September and in the same instant my heart and soul was forever broken. We had her funeral on Monday 16 Sept. We named her "Melek" which means Angel in my language. I am still in shock and disbelief this is all happening. I am not coping all that well. I have 2 toddler boys (2.5 year old and 18 month old) and i am feeling so guilty for not being able to take care of them properly because all i can do is cry all day long. I just wanted to find some people who have also been through this excruciating pain. I can't do it alone and i'm so terrified of losing my mind as i feel like i'm hanging on by a thread at the moment. I feel like I am just walking around dazed and in a fog and all i can do is either cry or just sit and stare at nothing. Feel so empty inside. Feel so completely lost and alone.