I think @lilypily is right. I need to stop caring in this battle that can't be won. As hard as it is, dh and I need to get right with how we feel about it, get stonger in that iykwim? His psych told him the other day to not confuse his sadness with guilt- we have nothing to feel guilty about. I need to take that on board too. His parents have done this, and anyone else who wants to join in on that is complicit. I guess this is the downside of an upbringing teaching me the value of family and to honour them!! This is going to be so hard for us.
I have to admit the longer it goes on the more the silence from them makes me sooo nervous. I think it is silly of me to think they actually got the point this time. I honestly don't think they are capable of ever getting the point, so I wonder what they are formulating....
Is it bad I hope that they aren't thinking they better have a relationship with me so that they are allowed back into out lives? I can't think of anything more creepy and awkward. I am a horrible person!!!!
Me 27 + Him 28 =
#2 due 28.1.2014
6 angels loved and missed.