I'm so glad I found this thread, I was starting to think that I was the only one going through this (as you do when your mind takes control)
Your not the only one feeling like that, I rather hibernate at home and not be around large groups, my mood has change dramatically over the last 18months (my poor hubby)
At the start of us trying for a baby we did the whole diet, vitamins and no alcohol thing but it seemed nothing was working so after a year we started living life back to normal and not let trying for a baby be so life controlling.. (that probably sounds harsh... but that's what we had to do as we were both getting way to depressed and frustrated)
it's even harder when 90% of our close friends have kids or a new born and most of the babies weren't planned and it happened so easily for them....
Don't get me wrong I love their kids but sometimes its really hard to be around them and watch them and seeing the love they have for their kids... I just want to be able to feel the bond and love they have for their kids with a baby of our own.... (sorry for the depressing post I'm just having a really bad day...)
back to your couple of questions- My hubby is 24 and I'm 22 nearly 23.
I'm not sure how many more cycles we will have before we start IUI but i know that if we don't have a BFP this month then we have to explore our other options.
But that's also up to the hubby as he is having a hard time with all this as he thought we would fall pregnant first try, so his still in denial that it hasn't/won't happen as easily as he thought..
thanks for the welcome MissA
So sorry for your loss Mummzy it must be so hard for you!!