I've been through a few cycles and an operation in the last 2 years (like many of the gorgeous ladies here).
Unfortunately my anxiety has taken over in the last 6 months and I spent a lot of time unable to sleep, feeling paranoid and getting emotional over insignificant things.
Hubby and I decided it was time to take action because a lot of the anxiety was stemming from my work environment.
I resigned a couple of weeks ago and left almost immediately. I know that I've done the right thing for my health and my relationship, especially as we are about to go for it again with our last gorgeous little embryo.
I plan to start work again soon but really simplify my role and do something I can manage emotionally.
I know in my heart this is the right thing but every now and then a thought creeps up and scares the bejeezus out of me and says "woman what have you done - are you insane???"....I was actually an ambitious driven level headed professional before all this!!
I'm sorry about the long post but Im having a down day and this feel a little like therapy.. Thank you so much for listening ladies xx