Oh gawd, I want to be admitted again, I am so tired,
Depressed. The specialist is weaning me off the Xanax using such a small dose of Valium, 35mg. I wake up
Crying, I arrived at work crying. The lady came to test the pool water and the ph was high even though I had just tested it and I was fine so I had a major meltdown to the Councilmlady.
Af had disappeared. Dd1 and 2 have 25 dance rehearsals in the next 30
Days (which I love it's just hard jiggling
With work) dh has been rude to me all the time though better today. Dd1 went to school
Worried because I'd been crying but luckily I saw her when her class
Came for swimming and she came
Up and gave me a
Massive hug and asked of I was ok which I was at the time
I had been able
Suboxone and some
Into me by closing the pool for
Five minutes to race to the chemist, big no no but I was
Going to lose it and 11am
Anyway I know this makes no sense. Back to work now with ds3. It's his birthday, had an amazing party with a massive waterslide jumping castle yesterday.