Oh Frenchie what a $hit day for you. Where are you now? Are you safe and getting help? I thought your therapist was supposed to see you once a week or fortnight? Can you not travel once a fortnight to see your therapist?
I know you love your job but your health and your families happiness has to come first. It sounds like you may need extra support.. A longer term program. And if you need it now then that's what you need don't be afraid to make a change and set yourself free from your job. Jobs come and go however your kids are your love for life.
As for daycare I know change is rough but your hubby is doing what's best for your daughter. Looking after a kid while working must be stressful and logistically difficult. There are plenty of positives about daycare: I can't help but smile when I see my little boy running around at daycare with his little mate. He has started sprouting all these new words (good words) which I know I didn teach him (so proud ).
Don't give up, your kiddies love you. Hang in there xxx
So, so many positive thoughts coming your way from me xx
Also, I don't believe you missed the town clock. I think God wants you on this earth.
Oh hun. I wish I could come and give you a cuddle. Thinking of you <3
Oh love. You are such a tough lady, keep talking to us. You know we are a pretty decent sounding board and everyone here is cheering you on. You do need to see that therapist like your treatment plan said. Is there not some way you can make time every week or two to go and see them? This is more important than your work - this is your life at stake. I so hope you are going to be able to get some more help Ffrench xx
I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I know you love your job & feel responsible but the health & safety of yourself & your family is way more important. Your children having a mother is way more important then the pool. You obviously can't wait until may you need to be seen in a private facility now. Hugs
How are things this morning Frenchie?
My thoughts are truly with you! I don't know what else to say. Wishing positive thoughts and helpful help to come your way. Please don't give up.
I like so many others am always reading along, though I cant always find the words to offer you.. I literally had tears in my eyes reading @Louise41 reply to you. Please heed that advice.
So many people care. Stay well, you are never far from my thoughts xoxo depression is hell on earth and i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
Wishing you so much harmony and peace x
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Last edited by ~Marigold~; 05-10-2013 at 06:55.
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