I'm winning today so far
Been keeping myself busy doing the thjbhs I need to so to set up the business.
Off to soccer breakup today so will report back soon.
So great to hear you had a good day! I get the ant type of the ring I'm sorry it is so ugly just glad you are happy. Did you like the card? Your husband probably thinks I am some creepy stalker!
How are you?
Yes how are you? Have you put your plan into play yet? (Treatment, babysitter, dates with hubby etc)
AbI'm doing well. The meds have stabilised me alot. So much that I feel like I don't even need them. But logically I know that's WHY I'm feeling better. Ugh, I am going to the gp this arvo to ask to be put on a different benzo as the lorazepam has given me 'benzo belly'. I look the same everywhere elSe but have this perfect little 4 month pregnant belly. People are looking at it. Ugh. Definitely not pregnant but I am wanting to wean off the benzos altogether and it's better to do that on Valium anyway so ill ask for the change and a taper schedule.
For asking after me. I got my cleaner in for the first time last week and she will
Come once a week from next Friday and do some baking and all the folding for me.
Operation for my lump on Monday and my business opens on Wednesday. Busy busy but I'm feeling alot better.
Haven't had any dates with hubby yet but I did book us a cruise! I got my first pay for the pool early and put a deposit down for a three day cruise for the two of us in May! So exciting! Date nights will start once the income is coming in steadily from the pool. I have a babysitter lined up. I have organised my two youngest to go to a friends house for one day a week. She is a foster mum and just has one at home during some days so my two will go over to play. She won't let me pay her but I'm giving her a family season pass to the pool. I also have a babysitter organised in my home for two afternoons a week.
I find it hard asking others to look after my kids. I have always done it all, had them at work, never needed anything from anybody and was 'proud' of that. Look where I ended up! Oh! I also asked my mother and my mother in law to spend a few days here once a month each and they were thrilled I has asked them. Wow, writing this all out makes me see how much I have put into
Place. I saw my counsellor last week but had to cancel my psych because I was in the psych ward at the PA at the time.
Thanks everyone for your support xxx
Last edited by Ffrenchknickers; 20-09-2013 at 09:11.
Wow I am in awe! You have truly taken your life and wellness back into your own hands and look at you go!
You should be so proud of yourself!
I am glad that your path is looking brighter and that you are allowing yourself the kindness of letting others help you out! xoxo
Wow! You have been busy! I am so glad you have arranged for a bit of help! Nothing bad about it - you should be proud of what you have achieved and the fact you can and have asked for help.
The cruise sounds amazing - i would love to go on one one day. So jealous!
Just take one step at a time, please dont rush too much to be off your meds, it is great to have that as a long term goal but if you try to rush it too much you might be back where you started.
By the sounds of it though you are doing really well and each time you post i am amazed by your strength - GO FRENCHIE!!!!!
You sounds as if you are doing really well. And you have some majorly exciting things to look forward too.
Wow Frenchie! Amazing progress and yes, you certainly have put so much in place. So wonderful to hear x
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