I ended up beind admitted after I completely lost is when she came back after five hours with a little card and the phone number of my 'local mental health service' who were apparently supposed to follow me up but didn't. Errr ok but I'm telling you right now I want to die, sorry I'm not in the right district, ill make sure I have a psychiatric emergency only in my correct area and in business hours next time!
Anyway, the security guards had to come and they labelled me 'the screamer....'
Now I'm in I can see its alto better hospital than the last one I was in. The staff are all lovely and very helpful and have not got me drugged up to the eyeballs.
Oh Frenchie. Your words are heart wrenching.
I wish there was something I could do to help you.
Thanks, I'm actually feeling determined this morning which is new for me
Woot!! Go Ffrenchie determination!!
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I'm feeling really sad this afternoon. But it's different sadness. It stems from my happiness this morning. It's like I've had an awakening and I know it's going to be hard but it's time to get better and I am willing to do what it takes.
It's hard to explain. I was just showing a new friend I've made in here pics of my kids and man they look happy. Godliness and happiness just shines from them and I'm al glad they have that. I've put everything into wanting that for them but suddenly I want that for me and my husband too.
Sorry if this doesn't make sense. It's hard to explain
Glad you've made a friend Ffrenchie. And can I say since they've adjusted your drugs you sound a bit more 'together'. Not sure that's a good way of putting it and I hope I haven't offended you but it's the best wording I could think of.
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