Hugs shun.if need to chat anytime you have my numbers.
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Thanks everyone, I wish I could reply to everyone personally, I really appreciate it xx
Thinking of you, and hoping you get to have some fun with your DH and kids this weekend. Put on some good music and dance around the living room.
There's lots of people who care about you, never feel guilty for reaching out. (And I can't believe the guy at Gympie hospital had a whinge to you about beds!? Hello, time and place dude; whinge to your colleagues, not the people needing help!)
Hope you're okay tonight.
I'm glad you are reaching out on here Frenchie you have been in my thoughts. We may not know each other but I can feel your desperation and just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and sending huge hugs xxxx
Ffrenchie please if you feel that way and can't get hold of anyone know you are not alone, I am checking this thread hourly cos I am so worried about you and feel so useless I just want to help. Your honesty, the way you write, your strength makes me admire you so much and I will do anything I can to support you. Remember what I said in my pm. You are not alone
Can I also suggest something that helped me greatly through my darkest point and that was blogging.
I set up a blog and gave the address to the few people I knew I could trust to read over it but not mention anything written unless I was in danger (this was a condition of me giving it out also).
I used this blog to get out every single scattered rumblings going through my head at the time, post songs, poems, sayings, photos, it was my release.
Only once did a friend check in when I wrote things similar to you have written tonight.
Just an idea xx
Thanks so much for caring everyone.
We've come up with a new plan. I think I'm going to go and stay in Brisbane with a friend for two weeks and see a private addiction specialist and get started on suboxone. Also access as many groups and meetings while I am down there and just have some space to think clearly about my ongoing outpatient therapy here at home.
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I hope having a clear plan brings you some peace Ffrenchie Keep us posted
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