Thanks merryn. Can I ask what lead to you ending up there.
I keep saying I need to go somewhere but I feel like I'm not crazy enough. Dh says clients have gone in for much less though and he reminded me that I have major depression, an eating disorder, substance addiction, anxiety, self harm and suicidal episodes. I look normal tho, and the kids are looked after well, they want for nothing (except a sane mother.). This wouldn't put me on the radar for docs would it seeing as I am involved with atods too? We don't have anything to worry about, I don't even yell at my kids and they are always clean and well dressed (im wuite obsessed actually ugh) and educated and loved I just don't need the added stress of worrying about docs