i give up trying to keep my house in order. i give up trying to be a good mum. it's too hard and no one ever says thanks or you're doing a good job.
Today i just never seemed to finish anything i started. So i have piles of crap all around me.
The cat shat on my bed, i washed the sheets but got mid way thro re-making the bed. So thats just been left.
I got 2 loads of washing inside, the wind blew it all over the yard. It's been dumped on the kitchen table because my toddler wanted to watch a DVD RIGHT NOW...and she cant do it herself and was going to break something if i didnt go to her.
I have dishes everywhere. ive had 4 attempts at trying to do them, the latest attempt ended in my toddler needing help with going to the potty....she goes 45 times a day and wont pee in a potty thats already been pee'd in. We have 4 pottys around the place, so getting rid of pee is the main thing i do all day. and no, toilet isnt an option yet.
i tried to vaccume but my toddler thought that was her oporrtunity to go thru the full rubish bin. no vaccuming got done.
My 8mth old if a fuss pot with his bottles, has half when i offer and then wants the rest 45mins later. so i have to stop everything because he feels like some more milk.
im now sitting amongst a pile of towels and clothes on the kitchen table at my lap top writing this, just to get it off my chest and because i need 10mins just to brethe and drink this beer ive now opened.
My toddler is climbing all over me and my 8mth old is screaming wanting to be held for the rest of the night.
i really regret taking time out for myself on dd's one daycare day this week. all of these chores are usually done then and my house is somewhat clean and im more relaxed and can spend actual time with my kids.
no, no, no, i can never have a rest.....it backfires.
thanks ds, for knocking over my beer. im shattered now.