I have a 4 month old girl who is just perfect. She has been sleeping through the night since she was 10 weeks old and she is generally a happy baby...every now and then we have a bad afternoon and she will just scream and nothing seems to comfort her. This sends me crazy! I have always had problems with anger management and depression but this is different I just can't handle it when she cries and I can't stop her. This afternoon was a bad episode. My partner took her off me and started to walk away and i screamed at him and told him to bring her back and he said that he was scared I was going to hurt her....what have I become?!?! I hate myself so much. I feel like she would be better off without me.