Oh thanks all so much for your replies. Ha .. No worries pesca - it's totally my personality to be that way anyway and I've managed it fine without issue except for one week in the middle of building a house and start back at work after my first bub. I think I just had too many balls in the air - but I'm very conscious of my feelings/emotions/triggers every since.
Yeah I think the going off the pill has definitely messed me around a bit. I'm lacking energy, my skin is worse, I seem to be hormonal and there's no reason really for me to be off it. I'm not TTC ... the exact opposite actually TTSAFM (trying to stay away from men) lol!!
The only things that made me stop taking it were the price ($75!!!! OMG) and I'm getting surgery soon and had read that it increases chances of blood clots. But I can honestly say that since I stopped taking it I just haven't felt as good.
I just got a new script filled so as soon as AF makes an appearance (which should be soon considering how swiftly I inhaled some Ben & Jerry's ice cream tonight!!)