We saw our clinic and the fertility doctor again, and it was interesting sad and surprising. First we were told that we would be going through a ICSI cycle in November, we were surprised, pleasantly, and thought wow we might have caught a break and had some happy thoughts. then we signed the paperwork to go through with the cycle. but then our doctor paused and asked when I had last had a baseline ultrasound, and blood tests. so they were able to squeeze me in to do both today, we thought it was a formality. but the person doing the ultrasound raced off to see our doctor. we were then informed that my uterus was large, which could mean I have a form of endometriosis. So the lining of my uterus is going into my abdomen, which is why my periods have been heavy and painful. So everything we have gone through this year has been for nothing. all the emotion, health and money has been a waste of time, as I had no chance of hanging on to any pregnancy our embryos never had a chance. I have to have a pelvic MRI to confirm their diagnosis later in the month, then we have another appointment to work out our next move. I just feel pretty angry and broken, as fertility sa did none of these tests when we started with them again, just seemed to assume that I was ok, and that our issues were all brentons fault. They said I can still get pregnant apparently but it changes the medications etc. Im glad that they are so thorough, but feeling that we have wasted time and money and got nowhere. Just feeling sad and angry at our previous clinic, as I might have got pregnant if we had know this earlier.