I can usually keep my emotions under wraps in situations like that. Last scan and no hb I didn't cry. All the scans I had with mc that didn't show a hb I didn't as much as shed a tear until we got to the car. But today I welled up as soon as I saw the flicker, and when she confirmed it was a hb I sobbed.
It's been a long road... As you all know too well!