I have looked at this site before, but never posted. I already feel vulnerable, and putting my story in writings makes me feel even more vulnerable (for now).
I have had 5 miscarriages, starting over 3 years ago. No live babies. Three were very short (33-38 days), but two others a bit longer (8 weeks and 10 weeks). Seeing a specialist who has me on what sounds like a standard protocol for some minor issues (metformin, low dose aspirin, progesterone when preg etc). Specialist has said he hasn't yet found a good reason for my pregnancy losses. Also noted mild pcos and a secondary infertility issue. All my pregnancies natural over the last 3 years. Hubby and I were looking to do IVF next year.
Today I peed on a stick (lol, I can't remember all the acronyms everyone uses here!) and I am pregnant again. I have been travelling, so had be lazy about tracking anything, but its been almost 6 weeks since my last period.
And I am so anxious and scared, after losing so many pregnancies, and excited and happy too.
how on earth does everyone else emotionally survive this whole business?