One of my friends told be that my Ex is in Sydney (we are from Brisbane).
Now I’m really irritated that either he’s moved there, or he’s having a great time holidaying. He decided that because we couldnt be together, he didnt want to be a "part-time dad". We haven't seen or heard from him in almost two months.
It just annoys me to NO END that he can just walk out of our DDs life like that. It also gives me the sh*ts that he gets to go and and have fun and be young, while I’m stuck looking after our child. Who do I have to be the responsible one? We both wanted to have her.
Its not fair that just because it didn’t work out between us, he gets to just walk away from his responsibilities. What really, really annoys me is that I am going to put in all the hard yards with DD now on my own; and in a few years, he could just waltz back into her life and she’ll worship the group he walks on because he’s her dad. And she’ll always hate me because I’m her mum and the rule-maker.
Its f**king b*llsh*t!
Most of the time, I'm happy because I know we are both much better off now. But every now and again this uncontrollable rage wells up out of nowhere and I just want to find him, strangle him, then run him over with my car a couple of times. If only it wasnt illegal