Hi all ::
I'm approx 7w1d and have my dating scan tomorrow at 2.30. This is my 7th pregnancy, but I only have one daughter at home with me. 5 out of 6 dating scans have been horrible- all with bad news or even worse the 'wait and see' uncertainty.
The only time I brought a baby home was when the dating scan showed a heartbeat so I know if tomorrow is 'uncertain' it will end like the others. I'm just so sick with worry about it that I almost don't want to go to the scan. I'll also have my daughter with me and I'm freaked out that it will be bad news and she'll get upset when I do
I'm extra freaked because the first bt discovered I am hypothyroid so i've felt more doomed than usual when pregnant!
I don't think I really have a question, just needed to write my feelings down. I feel like I'm struggling to cope with this pregnancy more than my daughters. I have zero positivity and it is driving me mad, let alone my poor hubby.
Thanks for letting me vent. If anyone can distract me- feel free!