Did it. Took us an hour tonight, but we did it! Still broke my heart, but I have hope! Maybe I can eventually put her down at 8pm most nights and she will begin to sleep through? What will I do with myself?? I could.... watch a movie! Haven't watched a movie in 10 months, lol. We've never had her babysat, either, as she has just been extremely clingly with me from very early on. Imagine a night out!! I'm getting a little bit excited
Still, it's only day 1... I know we have a way to go yet...
I wont lie, I've felt (and still do) sick with doubt and depression all day long. It's bloody hard emotionally, even though I know there's nothing wrong with her and it's all done for the best long term.
Wow. I have a headache.