I have another post somewhere because I am at this time going through delayed grief. I lost my babies over 2 years ago and am only now feeling the full extent of the pain as I pushed it down at the time because I didn't want to hurt. I was listening to my new P!nk album the other day (getting prepared for the concert I think) and this song came on and I was drawn to it for some reason and found myself listening to it over & over again. So I looked it up and it is all about a mother grieving for a lost baby. It's called Beam me up and is heartbreakingly beautiful, I don't know if it will help any of you but it seems to be easing my pain a little because it is exactly how I feel so it is like getting some understanding without falling apart telling the story.