We will still go for a follow up with the doc to see what he says and there is hope but I think it's an egg quality issue (I have low AMH for my age) we do not wish to use donor sperm or eggs or adopt it is just not for us.
I just feel so exhausted with this whole process and it has consumed my life for the past three years, I have done everything possible from Accupunture to naturopathy herbs and multiple supplements to changing my diet losing weight and getting fit but I cannot put my life on hold for one more second for something that probably won't ever come true. Yes there is a chance but there is a chance of winning lotto too and I'm a realist.
I know some reading this (my mother feels the same way) that if we want it bad enough we won't stop but at what cost? My sanity, my marriage, my career? That may sound selfish but take a second to think about what would be left without all f that and still no baby? It is all those things ATM keeping me going.
sorry for the long me rant post xoxo