This is a long rant, as I'm so worried I have no idea what to do anymore! So ex was having DS every Wednesday and every second Saturday and Sunday only during the day. But about three weeks ago he couldn't have him on the Saturday or Sunday cuz he was going away, that was all fine. Then the Wednesday came and DS woke up sick so he stayed home (he is clingy to me when he is sick and refuses to go to his father) so the other day I get a text from ex abusing me for ruining his life and he is glad he has a daughter on the way, something I didn't give him! I didn't reply cuz I wasn't in the mood for arguing so then I get another one saying he knows I'm pregnant and I only got pregnant cuz they are having a baby. I didn't tell him I was pregnant cuz I'm only 8wks and I knew he would carry on. Apparently my so called friend told him! So then he sends me several other msgs but the that really concerns me is where he says I ruined his life and he will never forgive me and pay back is coming. So I told him that he wasn't to see DS until we went back to mediation so now he is still texting me saying im the blame that his gf has left him so he is going to commit suicide and leave a note saying I'm to blame and that I'll have to explain it to his two sons and daughter.
I'm actually too scared to stay at my house cuz he knows where I live and I have seen him drive past a few times (we don't do pick ups and drop offs at each others house, we meet at a local shopping center, well that's when he was seeing DS) so I've been staying at my parents house. He is obviously unstable I have no idea what he is capable of. I refuse to let him have DS as I'm so scared he will do something to him to get back at me!
I know this post may be confusing and not make any sense, I just needed to get it off my chest