I know what you mean waiting. I convince myself I can wait until I will get a nice, definite, solid line. Then I get to 6dpo and think 'I know of people who got a BFP at 6dpo, maybe that could be me!' Then I POAS and am so angry with myself for not waiting!
Loads of watery CM tonight, expecting it to turn EW tomorrow. 24 hour until the husband returns, eggy just needs to hold on until then!