Hugs Cinder. Take some time to digest the info you were given yesterday. I guess the silver lining might be having the TTC process, and therefor the pressure/stress, taken out of your hands for a while. At least that's how I feel about moving onto IUI.
Had to try a couple of chemists to get my puregon, but have it ready to go in the fridge even though AF is 10 days away. I'd rather be prepared than driving around town trying to find a chemist that stocks it on CD1 when I'm full of cramps!