Emski: you are welcome to vent in here any time..
Firstly let me say that I am very sorry for your loss.. It is not an easy feeling to understand..
There are only 2 of us active in this thread at the moment.. Both of us had MC approc 5 weeks ago, and know exactly what you are going through.. I am not sure if this is your first loss, so don't know if you know what to expect.. But we may be able to shed some light.. Although as we all know.. We are all different.. Our bodies will heal at their own pace, and obviously the emotions are felt in different ways.. Just simply knowing that someone is listening ( well reading ) can be comforting.. No judgements!! You feel how you feel..
There is also another thread for those TTC after miscarriage, that you may want to join if you have decided to try again.. I have joined it even though we haven't fully decided yet.. But I wanted to talk to the ladies in there about how they came to their decision to try again..I thought it might help us..