Sirine, I want to say how sorry I am for your loss, its truly devastating. Our stories are so similar, we found out a few days before our 12 weeks scan that my estranged brother and his wife were pregnant and we shared the same EDD! Sadly at our scan we found out our little one had passed. We hadnt told many about our pregnancy and had to suffer though everyone congratulating us on becoming an aunty and uncle. It was the hardest time of my life and now I will be forever reminded of our loss when I hear of my niece/nephew.
The universe has a funny way of screwing with us doesnt it?