Hoping all goes well tomorrow mop and that you don't have to wait long. They can put a sedative into your canula if they make you wait too long.
I remember feeling different after each of our losses. After our first I felt terribly guilty and blamed myself, after we lost our twins I was really angry and after our last one I was somewhat numb, somewhat determined at the same time.
I guess I am still really upset that the doctors dismissed my first loss at 19 weeks without any follow up testing and am still considering filing a complaint to mainly educate the staff more than anything about the presence of immunological factors that can be involved in mc so that so many more babies can be given the chance to survive.
Would love to see a better pre-pregnancy blood screen for possible mc factors.