I'm exactly the same elswyth - competitive It's good to be competitive, that's how you achieve greatness I'd react the same way you did (crying). I wouldn't worry about people thinking you copied them though. Just say what you said here, that you were waiting until after their wedding to try. I hope you don't have to though... fx you got it this time!
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