Hey there BinB
Transfer is 9.30am tomorrow then I fly back to Cairns in the arvo on my valium cloud. I think the valium is meant to relax the uterus so I guess it’s a bit of a substitute for the acupuncture I would normally do B&A transfer which is meant to do much the same thing.
Boobs are huge tonight so I guess the progesterone has kicked in. I know what you mean about jinxing yourself I can only deal with IVF one day at a time and don’t look too far ahead. By nature I'm normally an optimist but IVF is different - I expect the worst and anything else is a wonderful bonus. It seems like a really negative frame of mind to be in but I guess it’s my way of coping... will do some meditation/visualisation during the TWW to get some good vibes chugging through my sole.
I wish the decision to do day 5 transfer was borne out bravery but after the disappointment of my cycle it was a cold hard financial decision. I didn’t have much confidence in my embryos so decided to make them work for it and if they didn’t get to day 5 to transfer then it was $$$ towards the next cycle. I put it out there to the universe tonight and had a word to the fert gods for you, me and everyone else going through this.
Thanks so much for your support as well BinB it has really meant a lot to me especially as I’m here in Brissy on my own - DP headed back to Cairns on Monday night as we have our own business and someone has to earn the $$$ to pay for all this.
Take care of yourself, my thoughts are with you and I'm looking forward to tomorrow's update form you….