Domiffy Girl........"She's baaacckkkk".....LOFL!!!! Thank God!!! Thought you might have left us for good!!! Tote's understand about the needing a break thing....Sounds like the reno's are progressing nicely love Yes, a bit of a dilemma about the kitchen benchtops. How to choose indeed!!! The bamboo floors sound lovely too. Yippee for one more assignment to go then time for holidays (and your next cycle)
Once again, you're one step ahead of me r.e. blood tests. Have decided to do the same when I get AF in Sept. Am going to do all those that you had done, plus another hormone master, will retest my AMH and will do a couple that I read about on the link you put up in your previous post. Whoever that AGATE chick is, she sure as heck knows her stuff!! Have spent countless hours checking her threads out and it's been a real eye-opener allright!! Thanks again for posting that link love. Have decided to do all my bloods again as I think I'm going to have to start taking the pill in Oct in preparation for my next cycle and if my dates are right, AF is going to come before I can see WDA again at the end of Oct and if I leave it until Nov's AF to start taking the pill, I won't be on it for long enough before I have to start stimming again. Everything's got to be done and dusted before the 20th of Dec because that's when QFG shut down for Xmas/New Year and if I leave things until I see WDA there's a chance the timing is going to be right off and I won't be able to cycle again until Jan....Bugger that!!!!
Am waiting and counting off the days until you cycle again girl!! (Well, you and Mrs P....like I said, I'm going to live vicariously through you two.....) and I sometimes feel the same as you love, not sure what to think or how to feel. Part of me wants to allow myself to feel excited and hopeful, but the other half knows (judging from my track record) that it's better to keep my feet (and heart) on the ground. "The higher you get, the further you fall" sort of thing. And yes, this s h i t is so very hard sometimes. Although I'm genuinely delighted to read about other BH's BFP's and to see so many lovely ladies out and about who are preggers, nevertheless, there's still an ache in my heart sometimes and a feeling of envy. It's never jealousy or bitterness, just envy.......sigh....I want so much for that to be me and when I allow myself to daydream (and that ain't often I can assure you), I wonder what it would be like to get a BFP on a HPT and then get that ph call telling me that I'm preggers etc. Aaaah, Envy, one of the 7 deadly sins!!! "Thou shalt not covet another BH's BFP" or something like that????
I can't bear the thought of another BFN myself girl.....but it's the lure of the BFP and the belief that it's still achievable that keeps me going...... for you girl 'cause I know and understand.
I took L-Arginine capsules in my 3rd cycle so don't know what that tastes like in powder form (am imagining it to be bitter) but yes, I'm still force feeding myself the Royal Jelly and hoping it's going to help (along with all the other supplements on WDA's list). I've also added Vit D to the regime as I've had low levels in the past and don't want to risk it.
Mrs P.....I read on the NQ thread (I think) that your procedure went A-OK and I assume you're now at home taking it easy. Not long now before you begin jabbing!! How exciting!!!
Ok girls, am off to run the clippers over DP's head and read the rest of the paper out on the deck in the glorious sunshine (but not for too long or I'll burn!!) Enjoy the rest of your day and I look forward to the next instalment!!!
P.S. As you can see Dom, I'm also having issues here and cannot post in my beloved blue!!! Still awaiting a response from Tech Help.......