I feel so lonely I just want to cry. I wish I went to a mothers group when DS was born. I have absolutely nobody to talk to. Nobody to just meet at the park or go out to lunch with. I'm so desperate to talk to somebody, to spend time with somebody but there's nobody. I know I should join a play group but it makes me so anxious! I'm already feeling down and teary. I don't want to go there and feel like a complete outsider.