i'm only like 7,5 weeks pregnant and this was around the time last year when I had an mc so maybe this is why I'm so emotional , I just don't know, I am really scared that the same thing will happen again but the whole pregnancy feels very different this time so I really have faith that this one is going all the way. So why am I so somber ?
The last 2-3 weeks I've been so emotional and I know it all comes with pregnancy so it's fine, even though I now this week have had two totally non like me outbursts with anger at something my fiancé did as well as just crying at everything...
thing is I suppose, I've always been a very very patient person and many of my partners friends say that that's why it could ever only be me and him as he himself is very emotional and sweet but can also be a very trying man, loves to push the limits and at times is very selfish. I've been frustrated with him but not to a point where it's bothered me. Until now.
i feel so bad for feeling like this as I know he is used to me being one way and now due to all these hormonal changes he just really gets on my nerves and I don't know how to handle it. He says I'm on his case every day and just then he told me to just leave him alone and get off his case. I know I'm sooo cranky right now, my emotions are swinging back and forth between guilty, angry as a bee and crying at everything so I'm sure he's right but the thing is I'm really trying not to be. He doesn't work and today neither did I so I've tried just to do nothing as my work is very physically demanding and I do get awfully tired. But it still cooked him dinner and did the laundry and all the usual home jobs. But its as if when im home all the little things that used to frustrate me but i could live with are just driving me absolutly insane now and ive told him that.
I said look darling i know im really moody and i need you to try extra hard with those little things you know really ticks me. but he just doesn't seem to understand how I can have changed so much so early on and I on my behalf just really worry that if this is gonna keep on going on if ill be able to do it?
It's also so early on in our pregnancy that we don't want to tell people as we want to go past the danger zone first considering what happen last time. I just feel so unsupported and I don't know how to cope with it, but is this just my hormones or what?
I don't even know exactly what I'm asking here but maybe just for some advise or opinions?