Nicklee - how is it going? I think I am going to bite the bullet and book in for acupuncuture today after i have spoken to the clinic and see how my bloods are going whether the FET is going to go ahead this month or not fingers crossed it is.
Kadre - Hi welcome i wish you all the luck in your IVF journey and hope its a short one. I am going through my first FET, I havent had one before been through 3 fresh IVF cycles but none for freeze, on the plus side my FS said FET can have a better % chance of working than fresh because they use your own bodies hormones, keep positive and just think the next cycle you wont have all the drugs it will be alot less stressful. If this one Dosent work we are thinking of freezing the good ones and maybe opting out of a transfer on the fresh cycle becuase of how our FS explained it to me...but the wait/disappointment is always there because you just want a BFP and you will be so emotional with all the drugs and rational thinking will go out of the window, hope all goes well on Wednesday.
SleepyBear - so sorry to hear of you MC's you must of been so upset but dont give up you will get there, it is such a tiring/emotional roller coaster we have to go through to get the result we want, you will find the the strengh to get you through, maybe going for the second option or switching FS will get you back on track of thinking positive again.
Silverdragon - it must be hard for you with your DH not been around, how did your FET go? was you having your bloods done everyday? i am on my second week of bloods now waiting for my LH Levels to get there. I am going to try acupunture this time, she specialisings in women going through fertility treatment reading a few of the comments on here made my mind up. I agree with your comments you have to allow yourself the disapointment to move on to the next cycle.
I have felt really teary these past few days just thinking my FET is coming closer and all the what ifs are running through my head will it work this time? will it thaw? or am going to see the one red line again . I'm just at the point were all my friends have children and im just watching them grow up and with each passing year their getting older and Im still trying for the longed for BFP. A work collegues wife came in to the office last week with their new born baby girl and i am so so happy for them I was smiling and holding the baby etc but when i got home i just crumbled and I'm crying now writing this I just wished it was our time and it was me holding our new born baby.