I've been following this post from the start and just wanted to give some more advice.
Having been where you are I suggest you see a GP you really trust and ask for them to contact the local mental health system for you, they should be able to put you in contact with the local CAT team who will come out and assess you in your own home and if deemed safe for out patient care will visit you daily for up to a month, doctors, nurses and psychiatrists. They will be able to work out your meds, adjust as required and also provide you with 24/7 on call support while you go through this.
I found them to be a life saver and all while doing my day to day stuff.
Once they deem you stable them will send your report back to your GP who can then monitor you again and continue your med plan.
They are also able to put you in contact with many local organisations who provide free/subsidised counselling and further support.
Best of luck.