sorry I didn't check in last night, I have been a bit of a mess.
someone asked if my husband knows, as of last night he knows pretty much everything. He is angry about the whole situation, that is understandable.
My dad now knows too. & has been a great support.
me, well I am just so sad. A report has now been filed with AHPRA which is the medical licensing body, & my GP has totally cut contact since about 5pm last night.
I hate that the thought of never being able to talk to him again is cutting so deep. He was first and foremost my GP, he was my crutch & my lifeline, we has built a good doctor / patient relationship.. he was supposed to do the shared care for future pregnancies, he was suppose to be my daughters doctor. He was like no doctor I've ever seen, so fully of stories & so thorough & genuine. It breaks my heart I have been told I can not go back to the clinic.
Its almost 5am and I have been up for hours just crying - yep feeling sorry for myself. I feel terrible, he's a good person & doctor & I believe completely that his intentions were good.
you are all so helpful & I do check in often and read the replies when I'm low. I'm try to reply more frequently, this is just so god damn unfair!!!!!