If you don't feel up to going, don't. You need to put yourself first and so what's right for you.
It was brave, strong and courageous for you to tell your psych and stepmother. I think you have more inner strength than you realise.
If you need to talk to someone please remember that lifeline is always available 13 11 14. (If you call lifeline and for whatever reason you don't like who you speak to, please hang up and call again, you will get someone different who you may click with more).
I'm relieved he's showing his true colors, it will help you get through this faster. You don't need his help. Think of it this way, if you were getting his help right now it would be false help that was actually keeping you in a dark hole rather than helping you out.
They will investigate, in the letter of complaint put copies of sms etc.
Meeting with the practice manager will not get you closure, it will get them closure as it will reduce the likelihood you will take your complaint higher. They would have rang their Medico-Legal insurance company and got their advice on how to handle the situation. You should do the same thing. Which is why they want the meeting so soon. Take a few days and talk to some professionals like your psych.
Please, please do not set foot in that practice EVER again, particularly if the manager doesn't believe you. If they want to meet with you, find someone from an independent organisation that can sit in. If you give me a few minutes I'll have a dig about online and see if I can find something.
I personally think that if the wife has been called, there may be some history with this GP of infidelity, inappropriate conduct or being seriously borderline. How dare this practice manager ask you to delete text messages? What a dodgy practice! I also think he is trying to rattle you by 'cutting you off', or perhaps incite you to contact him so he can say 'look, she's chasing me!'
Lifeline also has online chat between the hours of 8 and midnight, if you are more comfortable writing things down.
Definitely do not delete any more text messages! Make sure you keep every single one and I agree do not go back there.
You can do this. You are strong and you will be okay!
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