So I just had an epiphany !!
I was doing a workout on the treadmill and telling hubby all my plans. Not wanting to put on more than 15kg , not to get me anything I may demand during this pregnancy that I wouldn't eat otherwise, telling him he has to be supportive of our VBA2C and for it to have better chances I need to be fit and healthy and he needs to back me up and remind me!!
Well I get into the shower and I say to myself ' your getting a bit far ahead of yourself! Your 4.2 weeks, it's early days yet , stop making such big plans and dreams. Wait until you get to a safer point in pregnancy to get excited!'
Then I stood there brooding , being a bit ticked off that I felt like I shouldn't and couldn't get to excited. Then I said to myself (yeah I talk to myself in my head ALOT I'm a nuffa) 'you know what, this could be your last pregnancy. This baby may or may not stick but why the hell shouldn't you feel excited and make all the plans in the world for this pregnancy and baby because if it sticks , it's the last time your going to feel like this, so enjoy it and don't over analyze what may happen! Go with the now and the now says your pregnant, your having a baby in January! Stuff the possibility of another loss, if that comes it doesn't make my plans for this baby insignificant !!'
So after myself told myself off, i realized that if I am to lose this baby that I will be ok and I will deal with that when and if it comes, until then I'm planning away right down to the last week and I'm going to get ridiculously fiat pumping excited because this could be it and that scares me a lot!
So yeah I just wanted to share
Me -30, DH -30, DS -7, DS -5, DS -2 and UTD with #4 Due Jan 2014
That's the way to think, Kelly
It looks like o was late yesterday, so I'll be testing on 17 May (my mum's birthday)... unless I cave beforehand (if my alternating lp pattern continues, lp should be 11 days this cycle, so I could test on 14 May).
AF has arrived early for me with no warning so count me out this month, and may be even June depending in these random cycles. FS on 22nd
Redlips can you color me red... There's no way I'll be testing on May 15th... Cd2 now. I have no idea how I supposedly worked that one out!!!
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I'll have to put (AF) beside your name for now, til I get to the computer. Did you have an irregular cycle or just miscalculated?
That's a great way to think Kelly!
Good luck at the fs Rebecca...hope you get some answers.
Fx for you Funchu! Its about time you got your sticky I think.
Atm...10dpo and i think I might test at 12dpo (Sunday)...if I don't forget.
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