I am worrying constantly about something i am quite powerless to change, and not even trying to decide if i should be going out of my way to try and change the situation or if i should just leave it be.
I am worrying about an unlikely worse case senario type thing, that does happen but not very often.
I constantly think
"what if I'm wrong about this"
" How will I live with myself"
"should I just try and make the phone call to try and change it or will it cause more damage than good"
etc... kept me up last night
Will try and talk to a friend who deals with this kind of stuff tomorrow, but despite making phone calls there may still be nothing I can do due to long w'edn:-(