So long story short, a woman(I didn't know personally) on my Facebook has 3 kids (they were taken away), was pregnant. She was to be induced. She posted a status update " can't wait for a f$@king smoke" she was at the hospital waiting to be induced later that morning.
I am very against smoking while pregnant. (I'm sorry but I just am)
So I commented "I think there is nothing more disgusting than seeing a pregnant woman smoking even more so while they're at the hospital being induced".
Now forgive me if im wrong BUT wouldn't you have thought you might have seen a "I can't wait to meet my baby boy" status?
So this turned in to a slinging match with her partner and I. Him saying things like "go spend time with your kids, I bet you don't know who the fathers are" and him calling me names and what not and me saying things like "how can you even put your own unborn child's health at risk"
The kids were in bed as it was 8pm and I am married to the father of all my kids, and I don't actually know this man.
Well I recently heard that their baby passed away just after birth. I don't know what it was from as I blocked them shortly after this incident.
I feel terrible. No one no matter how or who they are deserves that. Ever. I just can't imagine it. I just gahhhh!
Immediately I felt so much disgust in myself! Now I just feel terrible. I can't even imagine how that would feel.
I'm not looking for a pity party but more just reassurance that I .... I don't know, that I didn't jinx it, as awful as that seems.