hey, so I was told yesterday to expect to miscarry my twelve week pregnancy. no heartbeat, empty sack. ultrasound guy said everything looks fine if I was only six weeks. I'm really angry that I didn't ask for an internal, because I know that my tilted uterus means it could have been further along than that, and even though I know the baby is dead, I feel like it would help to know how long I was believing a lie.
the really sucky thing is that I was told I had blighted ovum with my daughter until they magically found her on vaginal ultrasound at ten weeks. so my heart just won't accept it. that's making it so much worse. I know the baby is gone, but my stupid heart thinks it's still there.
don't really have anything to say. just venting, I guess.
one question, though. when will the bleeding start. if the baby's been dead for six weeks, could it be that long again?