So happy to hear you are leaving for a bit to take some time out.
I haven't posted yet as the advice you have been given by others has just been so spot on
Just remember that a lot of the advice is from personal experience - these ladies really know what they are talking about. They have lived and learned from past hurt and mistakes.
A lot of us have been with 'that guy' who just doesn't treat you how you deserve to be treated. Most of us move on and use the experience as a reminder never to put up with that kind of disrespect from a partner ever again.
Life is too short to settle for 2nd best. The world is your oyster.
We are all here for you