So DH has been acting funny since I found out I was pregnant. Not only has been not coming near me or touching me he goes out of his way to avoid being to close to me. I don't freaking get it! Now his brothers moved in and pretty much lives out of DH pocket. Financially and he is just super clingy. Yesterday I picked DSS1 up from school and he swore at me, punched my belly and ran off (he's 7) so after getting him home and in the shower rang DH crying not cause of the pain but I'm 22 weeks and very hormonal. And he started screaming at me and called me the c word. I've never used tht word!! I've never heard him use it except in jokes when very drunk. I don't know what I did and he was saying I should have just left DSS there and gone home. Umm your angry cause i didn't leave your child on the side of the road!?!?
Then he got home from work picked up his feral bludging brother and left!! This is the same brother that asked DH if he wanted him to push me down there stairs *as a "joke"* when I found out I was pregnant.
I'm still left looking after his kids (whom I love but I might like a brake and he has barely seen them all week) while he is out with his brother drinking. I'm so over everything. I was so so so sure before I was pregnant that I wanted to raise my kids with this man. Since I fell pregnant I just keep getting shown more and more reasons why I shouldn't!!