So I went to the ER last night in great pain and they are pretty sure I am having a miscarraige. I was bent over in pain then would pass a few large clots (grey and bright red) then be ok so that just keeps happening the pain builds up and up then im ok. I think that I'm upset and angry but mostly I just want it over so I can start trying again. All I keep telling myself is I have got pregnant once I can do it again! This pregnancy and miscarriage has given me the hope that I had lost.