Such a tiny little creature can bring so much pain
When DH and I were told that we could only conceive naturally about 10% we were distraught. We came to a peace with it when we got our furry baby. (we have 2 but I will talk about this one)
He took our pain away, he kept us occupied, he filled us with so much joy. We started to feel grateful rather than resentful that although we were possibly unable to have children we were blessed with our little furry man.
You think at 5 years old he will be around to see your children start high school. You sit and work out how old you will be when he is 15. You never think of the bad, the what if's the pain dogs can bring.
Today I am told he may have bone cancer and although it hasn't spread he will still have to lose his leg. My heart feels so sore. A cut with a knife through my flesh would be less painful than this.
I don't know why I am even writing this but I guess no body will understand this pain except for dog lovers.
I have loved having my 2 furry babies and DD loves them SO MUCH but I have to swear that I will never ever go through this again. I just cant have pets. The LOVE is so beautiful but the pain at the end is so unbearable.
I am praying for you my little dark angel. I am hoping it is something else. I am praying you can keep your leg. HANG IN THERE my little baby.