Hello anyone and everyone. I'm here after a long 9 months of hell (since my son was born) that I don't know will improve or not. I've been dealing with psychiatrists hospitals and counselling but am back at square one again. My husband says I probably need contact with other mothers going through the same thing so that's why I'm here. It can't hurt that's for sure! I haven't been this low since going into the hospital when bub was 5 months. I'm not hopeful that going back would solve anything this time. ECT has been discussed and I'm really considering it if it can get me out of this hole. I've looked into support groups here but they are too far. I figure bub hub is right at my computer! I will be reading and posting around ..