I want to preface this with I really love DS2 but I'm feeling sad because it's not the same as DS1.
I don't like listening to him cry when he is upset but it doesn't have the same effect on me as when DS1 was a newborn and cried. I felt so connected with DS1 and when he was upset it made me upset but with DS2 I feel like I don't care as much and that makes me feel awful.
I look at him and think he is beautiful and I love him so much but why don't I love him as much as DS1? Every one always says they don't have favourites and they love their kids the same but I feel like I don't know him enough.
Does any one else feel like this or am I just the odd one out. I don't want to have a favourite but I can't help it
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