MY first love was all through school and gosh when I think back the love I thought I felt was so intense. We were "that" couple at school that everyone bet would be one of those rare couples that got married and lasted forever. Behind closed doors it was a little different. I spent most of these years in tears as he wasn't the best catch but oh so good looking. When we finally left school he said he still wanted me in the picture but not as his "girlfriend" as he didn't like the title. I thought stuff this and I moved on. He still continued to call me and try and see me but still didn't want to commit. Fast forward years later I ended up getting married(first marriage) and he then instantly hated me and never spoke to me again.
I wanted to be with this guy forever and could never let him go until I met my current DH. BUT HE STILL HAUNTS ME. I dream about him all the time, something might remind me of him, often, or someone will bring him up, OFTEN.
I just want to forget this guy and I in NO WAY still have feelings for him. When I look back I think gosh I was a little to in love and a little to naive, but that's life isn't it you learn.
Last night AGAIN I have intense non sexual dreams again so I ask DH this morning whether he dreams about his first love and his reply was "you are my first love". HE has been with ALOT of women and not one was his first love???
AM I the only one with a first love? (I do wish he would stop haunting me)
Tell me about yours?